I woke up this morning so exhuasted I could hardly move. Its a wonderful feeling, being able to close your eyes and shift into anotehr world where thoughts come to you like the rain pattering on your roof, creating is no longer a process of doing, but a process of becoming. Everything is so pure, so real, so raw, that when you finally let go of that thought pattern, and re-enter the loose fabric of the world youre exhuasted. I know, i sound like a pottsmoker, or some hippy artist, describing art as some trancelike haze, slowly revealing an obscured intention. But thats exactly how it is. I havent written anything of substance for weeks. I've been trying to finihs this screenplay but nothings been coming. And today... It was like i suddenly turned into this wise sage, flipped a page, and wrote... wrote till it felt like my mind had fallen apart


...maybe it has?

I fucked my first role of film the other day, shooting the wonderful wonderful ~chicken-ish.. We went to the Roma Street Parklands and had a great time getting looked at by strangers who were unaccostomed to seeing people flying slowly a meter above the pathway. That rolls now done, so i should be getting some photos up soon.

And today i hung out with ~Me-Netia and did some more photography, shes running away tomorrow and not returning till the 22nd... You probably wont see those photos for a million more years becuase i didnt take many of them, and i still have 3/4 or a roll to go.
Aaand im not sure if ill be shooting for a while.




Im off

1.Choose a band / artist and answer ONLY in titles of their songs:
The Smashing Pumpkins

2. Are you male or female?
Spaceboy

3. Describe yourself:
Bullet with Butterfly Wings

4. How do some people feel about you:
Geek USA

5. How do you feel about yourself:
I am One

6. Describe your ex-boyfriend / girlfriend:
Take Me Down

7. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend:
My Blue Heaven

8. Describe where you want to be:
Daydream

9. Describe how you live:
Where Boys Fear to Tread

10. Describe how you love:
By Starlight

11. What would you ask for if you had just one wish:
Once Upon a Time

12. Share a few words of Wisdom:
The End is the Beginning is the End

13. Now say goodbye:
Goodnight and Farewell

I was tagged by

1. I sometimes have cravings to play retro videogames
2. I miss highschool and my friends from highschool
3. Bens secret recipe for the best milkshake ever = a banana + strawberry/vanilla yoghurt icecream + full cream milk + a dash of golden syrup + a hint of cinnomon
4. I am not an advertisement
5. I respect those that are opinionated
6. I dont respect those that let opinion effect acceptance.
7. Im an Emo in denial
8. I blush easily
9. I am emberassed easily
10. I'm selfless, and consider that a flaw.
11. I'm a communist
12. I no longer own a couch
13. I fear what/who I dont understand.
14. My life is a movie
15. Im a sentementalist
16. Im not really a communist
17. my avatar is an abstract representation of a Face
18. I want a mechanical arm like Luke Skywalker.
19. Im dyslexic
20. Im an optimist




...everyone in my watchlist has already been tagged


EDIT - I am now using both this account and , Im going to try and organise the accounts: one for literature and one for other.

you know what i think?

I think you should all check out my brothers site - [link] and comment on his wonderful wonderful photography

rodger rabbit... it seems as though my cover has been blown..

we meet again mr mcgregor..
BWAM!!! Your garden aint so precious now!!!




...im back

yes.. the one.. the only.. the original taste.

in oh so many flavours *hair flick*


but... I wont be returning to my old site for reasons detailed on the underside of my brain.



Peace.